let the pichas do the toking yo...








hmmmm.. notice something?
ok, the shirt is different but it's on the same day..
notice?
ok, tat's bcoz, me and boyfie went shopping and i bought him
this shirt which look nice and he too likes it..
i bought one for myself too..
went to the movies.. watch the "gamer"
nice show.. i'll rate it 4/5..
it's (m18) anw.. yup..
didnt eat out coz too full..
(ni lah, popcorn nye pasal)
went to the lingerie shop.. haha..
pulled him in too..
looked at g-string and tongs..
(no lah, didn't buy any, in-case you'r wondering)
i had fun today..
after tat, went over to his home to watch....
singapore idol..
haha..
today was nice...
it's different..
so tell me,COOL OR WAT..Labels: my day with LOVE
you are something in my eyes..
a special thing i could see within me..
i know i did, did you wrong before..
too many times it was said..
yet u hold on me and nver let me go..
many times we tried to end it,
but realise we couldn't just leave..
for we realise there's something
we couldn't just let it be..
this is not a poem or something sweet..
it's from my heart..
i'm typing it out to tell the world
tat you'r mine..
i have let you down
i've made u cry
i've made you hurt
with all the goodbyes.
and you know wat, even it makes me cry to think about this
part here i still feel love by it and touch when i think of it:
i remember seeing tears roll
down your cheek
with your red eyes and staring at me..
calling out to me
"baby i need you, dun let me go"..
i cannot help it but realise how much patience u had..
i'll never trade you for anything in the world coz
you'r special to me..
not because you love me
it's because...........
no one can forgive me like you do..
see, tears in my eyes now.. just thinking about the past..
oh dear.. i love you..
ok, and u know wat guys, gals..
todays is my 3 years with the boss..
yup.. i'm gonna upload the pics when i come home ok...
hehe.. so excited..
B, i love you.. here's something for u..:

i carry your heart with me(i carry it in
my heart)i am never without it(anywhere
i go you go,my dear;and whatever is done
by only me is your doing,my darling)
i fear
no fate(for you are my fate,my sweet)i want
no world(for beautiful you are my world,my true)
and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you
here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows
higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart
i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart)
ok.. i didnt post last 2 days coz i was really damn tired..
yup.. so here i am,
just waking up and posting a new one..
(while still yawning)
the 2nd day of raya..
LET THE PICHAS GET STARTED AND LET IT STARE AT U:








Labels: cool or wat
Three musketeers..
can't wait for 2nd day of raya..
Labels: cool or wat
ok... jusy got bck frm tampiness..
gi umah "sedare"..
mkn sedap oi!..
[esok raye yay yay..]
haha..
#random#:
*wearing snow cap now.. dunno for wat
tk snowing tk ape abeh pakai snow cap.. pe je gua..*
#back to normal#:
anyway, esok gonna
pakai baju raya colour hitam...
yes ah..
lawa tau hitam tu..
(thks asma)
missing him rite now..
*will he kol me tonite*?
*will he miss me too*?
*will he think of me*?
(sumpah i love him)
-thinking of marriage ardy-
haha..
-mesti happening kan-
ok, done here..
can't wait for tmrw..
*toodles*
Labels: EXCITED
wat the hell..
we just quarrel 2 days ago and were shaky.. wat is this..
i know i did wrong before.. but why must u go korek
wat i did today mentang mentang radin at your place today??
why sia.. if i am not attractive to u ardy
then fine, just tell me straight to my face..
we said not to keep any secrets from each other
but wat is this?? jaji-ing ur frens not to tell their name just bcoz
u want them to like u???
just becoz u dun like them kutok u always
by always sticking with the same gal for 3 years..
boring rite.. with the same gal..
u hurt me alot! ALOT!
i've been stress this days and this is wat i get by
u re-acting which is called "noticing me"?
i am hurt and u cut it deeper deeper each day
without healing it..
fine, u chose to believe them i can't blame u..
coz u only knew me for 3 years wat while them, for life rite.
sorry ah, i wish to be single now..
FOR NOW, if u wanna noe wat i feel now
i just cant see myself being with a guy without self-esteem
when being with his frens..
u just want them to like u rite.. fine..
LEAVE THEN!
Labels: HURT
ok, fadzil has gone off to NS..
ok, now the thing is, sometimes he's irritating
but yet, it's kinda boring without him..
his laughter lah.. his nonsense.. his gila-ness..
the family misses him too..
each nite we will thin wat he's gonna eat..
wat he buka semua..
hmmmzz.. fadzil, u are one lucky guy yo....
anw, he's coming home next week to go for raya..
see u soon gila.. hahaha..
(fyi: tat's my real eyelash)rebonded my hair 2 weeks ago..
cut my hair.. became like MinahLian..
hahaha.. tat's wat they call me..
like cine ardy leh my hair..
haizz, getting thinner too.. which is practically NOT
good.. hmmmzzz..
but on the brighter side, it's kind of nice... ya..
hmmmm... got an adidas watch tat is green in colour.
cool or wat..
the boss is wearing it now.. yup..
hahaha..
anw, i am loving tat new hairstyle..
coz, it's who i am yo!

(2009 april)
(2009 july)
if u dun think i lost weight,
try again..
look at this...

(2009 september)
(i dun look nice being thin)
(gosh... horrible!)
see wat i mean..
i dun want to be looking anaroexic girl.. eeeeeeeee..
ok...
i guess not everyone can really get wat they want..
i wanted him..
but now he's gone..
he slipped away..
just like in my dream..
bye my love..
i will never go back with u..
i am nothing but stone..
i am a bitch..
though it hurts but i think it's better if you really
me this time..
and i mean leave me!
i learn something today..
not everything tat u want, u can get..
i think i am starting to miss u though u are near me..
though u are in my heart..
though u are close to me..
though u make geram sometimes
and make feel alone..
i still love you as always dear..
i am feeling down now..
dunno why.. really i am..
i dun wanna let him go,
but i guess he slipped away trough my fingers.
is it really true now?
ok, i'm bored..
wth..
not going school..
feeling bored like hell shit!
ok..
ignore me due to boredom..
hahaha..